Heyy there fellow readers :))
I am honoured that you have found my blog interesting and that you want to know more about me.
Well, here we go… I am a 20-something girl, typical millennial, living in London and working in digital marketing. I have finished university couple of years ago. I have very vivid imagination, I consider my creativity both a blessing and a curse. My other strong suit is my analytical and logical thinking (maths were my favourite subject at school) which makes me overthink a lot in life. I am extremely curious by nature, I love researching and learning new stuff. All of the information that I have gathered in my head along with my creativity and tendency to overthink have resulted in a lot of stress and anxiety.
I have had pretty bad childhood which still has its toll on me and have contributed a lot to my suffering from Generalised Anxiety Disorder and Panic Attacks. I could say that I have had anxiety episodes all my life, but it has gotten pretty bad in the past 2 years and extremely unbearable around 9 months ago when I have finally accepted that I have a psychological problem and decided to seek help. I am currently in weekly therapy, read a lot of self-help books, try breathing techniques, yoga and meditation. I will write about what helps me a lot and I honestly hope that my blog could help at least one of you fellow sufferers out there. I have recently started trying to find the good in every bad situation, because there is always good and you better search for it than fall into self-pity. I have learned the hard way that self-pity is the single most debilitating thing that you could do for yourself.
I am born in Bulgaria, carrying an American soul, currently found home in the UK. I do believe in reincarnation and I do believe in God. I don’t believe in all of the stigma surrounding religion. My interpretation of God is that It is one for all of us (no matter white or black, Asian or European), that It is a Great Soul which has given life to all of our souls, I believe that God lives in all of us with all the good qualities and emotions that each one of us possess. I believe that God knows that all of us will make mistakes while in human bodies on the planet Earth and I just think that It accepts us as we are (pure, unconditional love). I strongly believe in the power of the prayer, I know that a prayer in a difficult moment will help you find strength and find the right way.
My most favourite person on the planet is my mother. I am eternally grateful for having a mother like her. She has given me the most unconditional love, taught me everything and made me the person I am today. Most importantly, she has taught me how to never give up, be strong and always find a way out of every situation. Thank you, mummy, for always being SuperMum! ❤
I am lucky enough to say that I have found my soulmate. We have shared the past 5 years together and we have been together through the good and the bad. We talk a lot, we fight, we act like kids sometimes, we trust each other completely, we are extremely comfortable just being ourselves in front of the other. Most importantly, we love each other unconditionally and we fight for our relationship every day. Thank you, my love, for always being there for me and I really hope that we will be together for a lot more years to come. ❤